Saturday, February 14, 2009

Has it been 6 months already !?!

I’m finally taking time to sit down and update you on all the joys in our lives. I apologize for taking ½ a year to get it done! God is so amazing. . .the need to write my thoughts and feelings grows dimmer every day. He has given us peace; we know Jayci Joy is completely healed and look forward to the watching her grow and fill all those she touches with JOY!

September, 2008
WINNIE THE POOH and Grammy too!
September was full of excitement and new adventure. Grammy Ju and Grandad accompanied Jayci and I to Winnie the Pooh Live! The show was incredible! We all made memories to last a lifetime!
Grammy Ju spent quite a bit of time with us in September. Jayci Joy loved spending many days at her house while I took it easy carrying a new baby and Guy harvested. She still plays at the school desk Grammy gave her and insists on stomping in EVERY water puddle she sees! Grammy Ju can always be counted on for hours of fun and new adventure!
Memaw took time to make Jayci Joy a Lazbuddie Longhorn outfit so she could attend some Lazbuddie games in style. We are so lucky our Memaw sews so beautifully! No matter where Jayci goes she has an outfit that perfectly fits the occasion!

Jayci Joy at Winnie the Pooh!

Jayci Joy with Grammy Ju (Mammie) and Grandad at Winnie the Pooh LIVE!

Jayci Joy spending the day at Mammie's house!
She loves the desk Mammie refinished for her!
Jayci loved jumping in the water puddles in her new rain boots!
Mammie always teaches her the coolest tricks!
Jayci Joy and Emma playing at McDonald's.
Jayci modeling her Lazbuddie Longhorn outfit!
It's so cool having a Memaw who makes sure I'm dressed for every occassion!
I was the hit at Homecoming!

October, 2008
BOO and the cousins too!
Timmie, Lidia, Ana and Gene made a weekend trip to visit in October. The kids had a blast!
Memaw once again came through and made Jayci Joy the costume she insisted on having this Halloween. Jayci’s October “show of the month” was Monsters, Inc. and she thought Boo was the coolest kid around. Let’s just say she thought she looked EXACTLY like Boo when in costume!

Jayci Joy getting ready to Trick or Treat.
(Mama even made sure I had a hot dog before the sugar hit!)

Gene, Jayci & Ana enjoying a wagon ride at Memaw's house.
November, 2008
HAPPY THANKSGIVING!
We had Thanksgiving at Memaw and Pepaw’s house this year. We had a great holiday and were blessed to share it with several extended family members and some good friends! Jayci was “sooooo happy” she got to play with her cousins again!


Everyone enjoyed playing with the kids' playdough Thanksgiving Day!
Kennedi, Jaegan, Jayci & Mia relaxing after Nickels family pictures.

December, 2008:
GO MULES GO!
Memaw, both my brothers and their families, and Guy, Jayci, and I all traveled to support the Muleshoe Mules at the State Championship Football Game in Grand Prairie, Texas. We had the best time! It was an honor to watch the Mules complete a 15-0 season and capture the State Championship. I couldn’t think of a group who deserved it more. Those boys are true champions both on and off the field.

JOY TO THE WORLD!
This Christmas season brought magic, memories, but most of all, JOY, to our family. This was the first Christmas Jayci completely understood everything about the holiday. Memaw and I began the season by taking her to ride The Polar Express train. She had seen the movie about a million times before we went which made the entire trip magical. The cookies, hot chocolate, Christmas carols, conductor, elves. . .everything was just as she had imagined. I was so surprised when she listened and cooperated with Santa. . .she thinks he’s a really neat guy, but only at a distance. I look forward to making the trip with her and Guyson next year!
Finding the perfect gift was a little different this Christmas. Every time she was asked what she wished Santa to bring her she would say “a present” or “a jingle bell.” As you can imagine, Santa’s elf was at a complete loss. I really wanted to make this Christmas extra special. In desperation I took Jayci shopping with me about 2 weeks before Christmas day to find the “perfect gift.” I was showing her the toy kitchen sets, dress up clothes, baby doll furniture, etc. . .none of which she cared anything about. However, she did find one toy she thought she couldn’t live without; a DINOSAUR!?! Imagine that! My efforts to entice her to fall in love with something a little girl would play with had failed and Jayci Joy was determined Santa was going to bring her “Spike the Dinosaur!” She was so in love with the toy that she prayed for it every night! I think telling her Christmas was Jesus’ birthday AND the day Santa came confused her a bit. J
I now understand the sick feeling in parents’ stomachs when they search every store around and can’t find the one thing their child really wants for Christmas. Thank goodness for the internet and a determined Memaw! Spike the Dinosaur arrived at her house Dec. 23rd, just in time! Christmas morning was truly magical and we captured it ALL on tape! I can’t tell you how amazing it felt to see Jayci Joy’s jaw drop when she found “Spike” under the Christmas tree. The embrace she gave him was so sweet!
Family, friends, special gatherings, and especially her cousins, made Jayci Joy’s Christmas complete! Guy and I already anticipate next Christmas and look forward to the magical memories it will bring!


Modeling one of the many Christmas outfits Memaw made me this year!
Aren't I adorable!

Visiting with the conductor while aboard "The Polar Express" train.Dancing with Santa!

Making cookies for Santa with Ana and Memaw!
Boy was it fun!
Jayci Joy admiring her "Mr. Grinch" hands.
Wouldn't you know "How the Grinch Stole Christmas" was her favorite holiday movie!

JOY TO THE WORLD!

Jayci Joy all dressed up on Christmas Day!

Thanks for my new dress Aunt Patti!
Ana, Jayci & Gene all dressed up on Christmas Day!
Didn't Memaw do a GREAT JOB making the girls' Christmas dresses?
Ana is wearing hers in the picture.

Jayci Joy and Grammy Ju playing with stickers on Christmas Day.

Playing "stickers" with my Pepaw.
He is such a good sport!

Jayci, Mia & Jaegan with Jayci's new dinosaur Christmas Day.

Playdough with my Nickels cousins.

Mom made all my nieces and nephews minkie blankets for Christmas!
She did an excellent job!
Here are Chad's girls posing for pictures with their new blankets!




How many men does it take to figure out a new grill?
Timmie, Guy, Pepaw, & Chris trying out the new grill.

Jayci Joy relaxing with Mema Betty.
It's awesome having so many grandmas!
Mema Betty admiring Ana's beautiful work.
GO TECH!
Jayci Joy and Daddy getting their "Guns Up!" for Tech during the Cotton Bowl.

Jayci Joy's first ponytail!
January, 2009
“I saw God today. . .”
Carrying this baby has been a completely different experience from the one I had carrying Jayci. I’ve been through 3 different rounds of antibiotics for respiratory infections, had the flu, been completely exhausted, had contractions, some light bleeding. . .let’s just say it’s not been the “perfect” pregnancy. In fact, it’s been so different that I was afraid of what I might see when I went in for a sonogram on January 5th. Guy and I had decided I would go by myself since I had to be in Lubbock by 8:45 that morning and had appointments scheduled that would take the entire day. Jayci Joy desperately needed to sleep in and he had some farming business that needed handling that day.
Neither of us slept much the night before and wouldn’t you know it would be the ONE day this winter that Lubbock streets were a solid sheet of ice! The trip to Lubbock was long and worrisome. . .I found myself silently asking God to “just let everything be okay.” By the time I arrived at the Dr.’s office my blood pressure was a shocking 141 over 80. . .way HIGH for me! I refused to let the nurse write those numbers on my chart; I told her it had been a stressful morning and I needed time to calm my nerves. She reluctantly agreed to retake my blood pressure after the sonogram. During the time I was in the waiting room and in a small holding room before I went in to have the sonogram done, I continued to pray for the baby’s health. I asked God for peace and good results. I did notice, but sadly paid little attention to, the reminders of God’s presence in my life that seemed to be everywhere. . .there was the song “I saw God today” playing quietly in the background and several scriptures that caught my eye on decorative artwork and crosses throughout the office (one was even in a magazine I picked up to read!). God was there and was providing the comfort I needed to know everything was and would be okay; I just needed to trust Him.
A couple hours later I left the doctor’s office with a smile on my face and peace in my heart. The baby was growing normally and both HE and I got a clean bill of health! God was with me that day and continues to bless our lives everyday. . .sometimes I just need to stop, listen and look around and as the song says “I (do see) God (everyday).”

February, 2009
Guyson Alexander Nickels
Just a quick note to let everyone know we had another sonogram today. Guyson is doing great! Everything looked perfect! He will join our family in May!

For those who have been asking:
“Guyson” is after Guy (after all he IS Guy’s son – I wish you could all see the sparkle in Guy’s eye each time his son is mentioned. He is a PROUD Daddy! J)
Guy’s great-grandfather was the original Guy Nickels – it is an honor to name our son after him as well.
“Alexander” is after my grandfather, Alexander “Alec” Jesko.
Poor Guyson will have to work really hard to fill the shoes of the GREAT MEN he is named after!

March, 2009
TEST TIME ALREADY?!?
Unfortunately it is time for Jayci’s bi-annual testing once again. I tried my best to talk her oncologists out of repeating all those yucky tests this time. . .I am certain the results will show Jayci to be in perfect health. However, I did not succeed. Sometime in the next couple weeks Jayci will have a MIBG test, bloodwork, CT Scan, X-rays, urine test, and physical done. I HATE putting her through all those uncomfortable (and sometimes “owie”) tests, but we know they have to be done and have faith everything will go well.
Please keep our sweet girl in your prayers, it’s no fun to have to do so many yucky things at such a young age! Bless her heart, she’ll have to go through some of them without Mommy too! (I can’t be around all the radiation, it’s not safe for Guyson.) Thank goodness she has such an awesome Dad, Memaw and Mammie! She’ll be in better hands anyway. . .they’ll probably have more trouble comforting ME!
I’ll let you know the results as soon as they are in. . .probably late March.
God is so GOOD. . .we know He continues to hold our Jayci Joy in His hands.
Every Sunday morning as we’re walking into church she reminds her Daddy and I of His constant presence in her life as she shouts “Jesus, I’m here! We finally made it!”
Guy and I just shake our heads, smile and promise ourselves that one of these days we will be on time!

God’s Blessings to you all!
Kimberly

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

MEMORIES OF SUMMER

WOW! I’m TERRIBLE!
I just read the last email I sent and sadly realized how unfair I’ve been about sharing our summer with you. It will be difficult, but I’ll try to sum up the past two months in as few words as possible. . .

July 16-20, 2008
COLLEGE STATION TRIP:
We took Ana home and were fortunate to spend a few days with Timmie, Lidia, Ana and Gene on their stomping grounds. We had a blast! We played at the park, went swimming at A & M’s recreation center (awesome pool), shopped at Houston’s new outlet mall, celebrated Gene’s 1st birthday, redecorated Ana and Gene’s room, watched Lidia become a U.S. citizen (way to go!). . .we had so much fun! Jayci Joy is STILL asking when she can play with Ana again! I’m so thankful for the close relationship I have with both my brothers and their families. We all look forward to their visits and are always sad to see them end!











July 29-30, 2008
A BITTERSWEET DAY:
It is with great sadness I tell you our Papa, Ed Nickels, never made it home from the hospital. After surgery, when the lower lobe of his right lung was removed, he seemed to be doing well. . .for a few days anyway. I’m not sure if it was the cancer or pneumonia – but Papa’s body could fight no more. He lived a wonderful life and leaves behind a legacy many generations to come will cherish. I will be forever grateful for the memory I have as I watched him carry Jayci Joy one last time around the track at the Relay for Life event as they celebrated being cancer survivors together, I will hold dear the last words Jayci Joy spoke to her Papa at church that last Sunday morning when she reminded him “Dezus (Jesus) in dere Papa,” and I will never forget the glow on Papa’s face as he watched his children, grandchildren, and great-grandchildren together one last time at Jayci Joy’s cancer free celebration party. Jayci’s cancer was very hard on Papa. . .I remember seeing the sadness in his eyes during those first few trying weeks, I remember him saying he’d do anything just to take her place, I remember his comforting presence throughout her sickness constantly reminding us to keep our faith, I remember the glow in his eyes each time he’d see her, I remember the “gummy grin” and twinkle in his eyes the day he learned she was cancer free. . .and I will never forget the knowing nod we were told he gave when he learned Jayci’s port (the device implanted in her chest that served as the I.V. line her chemotherapy was given through) had been removed just hours before he passed away. We miss Papa terribly and still tear up when we walk into church and Jayci Joy asks “Where’s my Papa?” It is comforting to us all when Guy or I remind her “. . .he’s with Jesus now Jayci” and she smiles, gathers her crayons, and heads for the balcony. . .it’s amazing that a 2 year old understands what an AWESOME reward Heaven is.


August 9, 2008
DANCE JAYCI DANCE:
I have a new respect for parents of toddlers who serve as flowergirls and ringbearers. Jayci Joy gave me this new respect when she served as flowergirl for our cousin, Amberlee. She really did a good job. . .and Amberlee deserves more than a gold star for her patience and understanding with her! Let’s just say that morning brunch and tea parties with real, breakable, dishes are every little girl’s dream (and the cause of a near nervous breakdown from their Mamas J); that posing for pictures when you’re dressed like a fairytale princess is not something my Cinderella thought she should have to do and walking perfectly down the aisle and behaving throughout the ceremony was something I never thought she’d do. . .yet, she did, and couldn’t have done a better job if I’d asked her to! Well, she did stop to dance when she heard the “beuful” music playing about halfway down the aisle and announced to everyone “I dancing. . .I dancing” as she did it! It was really cute and as a dear friend said, “If anyone deserves to dance at a wedding, it’s Jayci Joy. We ALL needed to see that!” When I thought about what she said, I figured out she was right, I DO hope you DANCE Jayci Joy!
THANK YOU, Amberlee and Cody, for letting us be a part of your special day!


















August 16, 2008:
WE’D LIKE YOU ALL TO COME TO TEXAS!
A summer spent without special time with the Nickels’ cousins would be a summer I would regret. Chad and Kayla allowed Kennedi, Jaegan, and Mia to spend 2 days and 1 night with us. . .boy did we have a BLAST! We stayed up late, slept ‘til 9, talked, played. . .we were even fortunate enough to spend several hours “mudding” on the 4-wheeler with Grammy Ju and her granddaughter, Kali. I have never seen so many MUDDY little girls in my life! At one point I could only see the whites of Jaegan Faye’s eyes! I am thankful for the country life we live and the ability to pile 2 adults and 5 little girls on a 4-wheeler, mud down a dirt road, and play in ½ a mile of knee high water on a dirt road for hours without interruption! Those girls will never forget that day.
Saturday night we all loaded up and went to see the play “TEXAS!” in Palo Duro Canyon. Unfortunately we only got to see the first half of the play. . .it rained. . .I mean POURED on us! However we had a great time sharing an awesome meal and seeing ½ of a fabulous show with Chad and Kayla, their family, Chris and Lora, and our friend, Kathy.
I hope the girls will spend another memorable weekend with us soon! Guy and I are fortunate to have siblings and nieces and nephews as awesome as we do! We treasure the time we spend with them and their families!



August 29, 2008:
GO MULES GO!
Jayci Joy sported Meemaw’s latest creation at the first football game of the season last Friday. She looked FANTASTIC! THANK YOU MEEMAW! People are still talking about our little cheerleader!

September 2, 2008:
F.E.T. (frozen embroyo transfer) DAY:
I finally had the opportunity to share with you about the past two months because I’m on complete bed rest for the next 3 days. . .and I’m THRILLED about it. That’s because I know of the AWESOME REWARD we pray will join us next May. After several months of talking and praying about it, Guy and I decided it was time for Jayci Joy to have a sibling. . .or two. She is a sweet, smart, and funny little girl, but some competition and companionship would be good for her and us. Let’s just say there are times we go way too easy on her. J
After several weeks of medications and shots, my body was finally ready to implant the embroyos we froze 3 years ago after learning Jayci Joy was on the way.
We were relieved to learn 2 of the embroyos survived being frozen and thawed and decided to implant them both. We know this is our last chance for biological children and pray they both survive yet will praise God no matter what the outcome. You see, 3 ½ years ago we learned invitro fertilization was our only hope for biological children, and God blessed us with the ONE we prayed for. He has given us more MIRACLES during the past 3 years than many will receive in a lifetime. Yet, we are praying for just 1 (or 2) more.
We will learn if the baby or babies attached on Sept. 12th. Please pray for patience. . .for me as I lay still and pray for the best; for Guy as he becomes Mama, Daddy, and breadwinner; for Jayci Joy as she learns that Mama can’t “hold you” for awhile; and for our families as they take time out of their busy schedules to help with mama duties while I’m down.

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

JAYCI'S STORY

FAITH, HOPE, and Jayci JOY

Sunday, June 24, 2007, is a date my family and I will never forget.
It is the day we learned our 14 month old baby girl had cancer.
Jayci Joy began life as our miracle baby. After 5 years of marriage, and months of fertility treatments, Guy and I were excuberated to learn our invitro treatment had worked. We would finally have the child we had prayed for.
On April 20, 2006, our miracle, Jayci Joy Nickels, arrived. She was a healthy, 6 lb. 13 oz. baby girl. Our dreams had come true.
The first year of Jayci’s life was what most people would consider normal. She rolled over on time, sat up around 7 months, crawled at 8 months, walked at 11 months, she said and did the same things other babies her age did. . .she was normal. To us however, she was fantastic. . .she filled our lives with JOY.
The only thing “different” about Jayci was her inability to stay healthy. At 7 months she began a relentless cycle of what we were told was bronchitis, upper respiratory infections, colds, RSV, pneumonia. . .the kid was always sick.
It wasn’t until the awful night of June 24, 2007, that we knew something was terribly wrong.
It had been a weekend full of excitement. Both my brothers and their families had spent the weekend at my parents’ house. We had spent our time together playing pretend, swimming, going to the park and visiting the zoo. It had been fabulous; my little girl’s dream come true.
After saying some sad goodbyes, Jayci Joy stayed with her Grammy Ju to get some much needed sleep while my mom and I went to a friend’s going away party and Guy headed back to the combine. I’ll never forget complaining to Guy as we drove into town that I thought Jayci was getting sick again.
We arrived back in Bovina a few hours later to find a worried Grammy Ju and a sick little girl. Disgusted that she was in fact, sick, AGAIN, I called Guy and let him know we were on our way to the Friona ER to get some medicine for Jayci so I could actually get a good night’s sleep. Little did I know what began as a selfish act on my part would end up being a lifesaving one for Jayci Joy.
It’s always nice to see a familiar face when placed in a hospital scene. Priscilla Hicks was Jayci’s ER nurse that night. By watching Priscilla’s desperate attempt to stay calm when in the room with us, by the almost instant arrival of Dr. Jubay, and by the rapid response of the X-Ray and Lab technicians, my mom and I knew something was terribly wrong. It didn’t take long for Dr. Jubay to get Guy on speaker phone so he could tell both of us the news no parent should have to handle hearing alone. He explained that Jayci had a very large mass in her right lung area. It was compromising her breathing and was probably the source of all Jayci’s illnesses during the past 7 months. He gave us the name and number of an oncologist in Amarillo then sent Jayci, by ambulance, to BSA Hospital for further testing and treatment. He assured us he would visit with the doctors at BSA while we were in route.
Upon arrival at BSA we were greeted at the door by a team of doctors. Guy and I looked at each other in horror; we had been in emergency rooms before and knew this wasn’t standard protocol. Names were quickly exchanged and the testing began. The first test Jayci needed was a CT Scan. The doctors had to know the exact location, size, and type of the mass we had all seen on Jayci’s X-Ray. We thought Jayci was resisting the medications given to her to make her go to sleep because of all the excitement the night had ensued. We would soon learn she was resisting sleep because she was fighting to survive.
After being given a little more Demerol than what was usually required, Jayci Joy finally went to sleep. As I was laying her on the CT table, Jayci made a strange breathing sound. I commented on it to the technician. She immediately looked at Jayci and we all saw Jayci’s arms and legs draw up into her torso and watched her little body quickly turn purple. She quit breathing. It was awful.
An alarm was sound as the technician snatched Jayci off the CT table and began yelling for assistance.
Jayci was quickly taken to a treatment room where she was intubated and placed on a ventilator. The terror of the night had been exhausting. Jayci would be taken to Pediatric ICU for overnight rest and review. The CT Scan would have to wait.
Jayci Joy was diagnosed with Stage III, Intermediate, Neuroblastoma on June 27, 2007. The mass in her chest was smashing her right lung making only 5% of it usable. Her left lung seemed to be okay but was only about 95% usable because Jayci's heart, esophagus, and trachea were all being pushed to that side by the mass as well. The tumor was beginning to grow into her spine but was not in her lymph nodes. Dr. Jubay caught the tumor in the knick of time; he had saved her. After visiting with one of Jayci’s oncologists, we learned the cure rate for the type and stage of cancer Jayci had was around 90%. She would undergo 85 days of chemotherapy over 6 months and hopefully be cancer free. Our prayers had been answered. . .There would be no surgery, no radiation, no long battle, just chemotherapy. We could handle chemotherapy. The only hard battle we thought we would face would take place over the next few days. Jayci would begin chemotherapy and the tumor had to shrink enough for her to safely breathe on her own before she could be taken off the ventilator.
June 30, 2007, a terrible early morning accident leaves us grief stricken.
The first day of chemotherapy had gone extremely well. Jayci seemed to handle the medications okay and the blood transfusion had given her body the extra boost it needed to begin the road to recovery. Again, our prayers had been answered. I had even left Guy with Jayci for the remainder of the night and gone to the Ronald McDonald House for a shower and a few hours of sleep. I had just drifted into deep sleep when I was awakened by the telephone.
I quickly learned that my baby girl had taken a turn for the worst.
While working on the heater to Jayci’s ventilator, the respiratory therapists accidentally knocked over the arm holding Jayci’s ventilator tube in place, deintubating her. Unable to breathe on her own, Jayci immediately went into cardiac arrest. CPR was performed for at least 10 minutes until Dr. Habersang, Jayci’s new pediatrician, could get her reintubated. It took much longer to get her stable. Our family was called in and we were given an awful prognosis. It was time to pray.
Jayci Joy slowly began to get better. She did not have any brain damage from the trauma of cardiac arrest and the chemotherapy was shrinking her tumor. Another wonderful miracle took place on July 4, 2007. Ironically, on Independence Day, Jayci Joy was freed from the ventilator. She was quickly recovering merely days after we were given little hope for her survival. Everyone, including her doctors, knew her healing was due to miracle not medicine.
The next few months proved trying yet extremely rewarding. Jayci Joy had to relearn to suck, hold her head, roll over, sit up, crawl, walk, talk. . .she had to start her life completely over again AND she had to complete this awesome task while undergoing chemotherapy; drugs that can make even the strongest individuals weak. We knew her only hope was prayer. We called on our family, friends, and even strangers to serve as prayer warriors to help our baby girl win this battle. We all placed our faith in God to heal her frail body and make our Jayci Joy whole.
God has done just that. Jayci Joy learned to hold her head, roll over, sit up, crawl, walk and talk and she relearned to do all of these things in 2 short months. Astonishing! When you look at Jayci today and observe her behavior there is no sign of the year long battle the 2 year old has faced.
The power of prayer is indescribable. It proves to us that MIRACLES DO HAPPEN.
One of our favorite scriptures appears on Jayci Joy’s team shirt. It reads: “No eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived what God has prepared for those who love him.” God has already worked many miracles in and through Jayci Joy. Our family and friends cannot imagine what He has in store for His little miracle who sings of His glory often throughout the day. As Jayci sings, “God is so good, He’s so good to we.”
We hope you will be able to watch the short DVD we put together of Jayci’s miraculous year. We also pray her story touches the lives of those who hear it and inspires them to call on God to help remove the mountains life sometimes places in front of us.
We sincerely thank each and every one of you for suiting up in God’s armor and joining us in Jayci’s battle against cancer. We know it is your prayers that have healed her.
We’ll never be able to thank you enough.

JAYCI JOY'S JOURNAL OF MIRACLES (part 3)

July 15, 2007

HIDEE!
I’m so sorry to keep this email so short. . .Mama says it’s past my bedtime. We just had a couple things we need to share before leaving town for a few days.
Our Papa (Ed Nickels) had his surgery Monday morning. After removing the upper lobe of his right lung, where we thought the cancer was contained, Papa’s surgeon found more cancer in the lower lobe of his right lung. The surgeon cleaned the lower lobe as much as he could without removing it and collected several lymph nodes to send for biopsy. The test results should be back either tomorrow or Thursday. If the pathology report comes back negative, meaning the lymph nodes are clean, the surgeon will go back in and remove the rest of Papa’s right lung so the cancer doesn’t spread. If the report comes back showing the cancer has spread to his lymph nodes, other options will have to be discussed. Please pray the pathology report is clean and the cancer has not spread beyond Papa’s right lung. Papa handled the surgery very well and was in good spirits at last report.
My celebration party was wonderful. . .the weather, the food, the people, everything was just perfect! Thank you so much for celebrating with us! My cousin, Ana, and I have also had a fantastic week at Meemaw’s. I even got to spend the night with Meemaw and Ana! We’ve played in the water, jumped on the trampoline, been to the zoo, giggled. . .we’ve had a blast! I’m sad we have to take her home tomorrow! At least we’ll get to spend a few days at her house before saying goodbye ‘til next time.
I love you all so much!
Thank you for praying for my Papa!
Jayci Joy


July 7, 2008

CELEBRATE: to observe an event with festivities, to praise widely.

It’s CELEBRATION TIME! Jayci Joy will soon be “ALL DONE!” On Tuesday and Wednesday we take Jayci for a FINAL round of testing. She will have to do one more 24-hour urine catheter test, one more CT Scan, one more set of X-Rays, one more round of bloodwork, and one MIBG test. On Thursday we meet with her surgeon for a pre-operation visit before having her port is removed. Yes. . .it’s finally over! THANK YOU JESUS!!! It will be a tough week for her to go through, (the fasting and catheter are terrible!) but we are confident that with your prayers she will make it through everything just fine. Then it will be time to CELEBRATE!

We hope you’ll be able to join us:

Saturday, July 12th
6:00pm
Meemaw and Pepaw’s house
Bovina, Texas

(THANK YOU FAITH for the BEAUTIFUL invitations!)

WOW! The day we have all been praying for has finally arrived! Jayci Joy is cancer free (as this week’s tests will prove) and is a vivacious 2 year old! We can’t wait to share her with you! I feel terrible for not sending regular email updates and pictures during the past few months. . .they seem to continue getting fewer and far between. It’s sad that in this one email we have pictures from the Relay for Life event, our Key West vacation (THANK YOU COREY AND BRIANNE!), Jayci’s first set of pigtails since chemotherapy, and the 4th of July. Four extremely important events in Jayci Joy’s life! I would love to share details about each of these events and others that have taken place during the past month – but that would take a million pages and probably bore you all to tears! Thank goodness “a picture says a thousand words!” After expressing my guilt about not sharing Jayci’s stories through email very often anymore, a dear friend told me “…Jayci is fine now. . .you don’t have the emotional need to write. . .”
She is right. . .Jayci Joy is fine. She is a very normal 2 year old complete with curly hair, a personality that keeps everyone laughing and me on my toes, and a vocabulary even her therapists are impressed with! PRAYER IS INCREDIBLY POWERFUL! She is a testimony to us all! I can’t wait to see what He has in store for her. . .she continues to touch those around her everyday.
There is one story I would like to share – it is the inspiration that finally made me sit down and send the email that should’ve gone out weeks ago! J
This morning, like most Sundays when we’re actually home, we went to church. The morning had been typically chaotic – with breakfast, getting dressed, searching for the missing shoes. . .you know, typical Sunday morning activities. When we arrived at church Jayci Joy greeted her Papa at the door with a huge smile, a hug, and the words “that’s MY Papa!” as she always does. She also greeted Norris and Mr. Wuerflein, again very typical Jayci Joy behavior. (I love watching those men light up when she does this!) She’s greeted these men like this every Sunday for the past several months. This morning however, Jayci surprised us all. After saying her normal greetings and picking out her crayons, we began heading for the balcony as we always do. Just as Jayci was getting in one last “bye-bye” to her Papa, she stared him in the eyes, pointed into the church and said, “Dezus in dere, Papa.” None of us could figure out who she was talking about or pointing to, so as any 2 year old would do, she raised her voice and kept repeating the same words and gestures over and over again until Guy finally figured it out. He said “Jesus is in there Papa.” Jayci Joy nodded her head and smiled approvingly – her message had been delivered.
It’s amazing how God can use such a tiny person to send a message of comfort and bring an unexplainable feeling of peace to those who witnessed this act. You see. . .Papa was diagnosed with lung cancer last week and goes in for a PET Scan tomorrow. It’s been a really difficult week and we ALL needed to be reminded that Jesus was in that church today and will carry Papa through the battlefield placed in front of him.
We thank you for keeping our Papa (Ed Nickels) in your prayers. We know the path in front of him is difficult but are comforted knowing Jesus is already carrying him through. . .Jayci Joy told us so this morning!
We look forward to seeing you on Saturday and sharing our MIRACLE!
I’ll do my best to get out an email reporting preliminary test results before Saturday!
Thanks again for the extra prayers this week!
Love and Blessings,
Kimberly


May 21, 2008

HIDEE! LIFE IS GREAT! Baby Slade is doing wonderful, I can’t even tell Mama has had surgery she is doing so well, Daddy’s farming is good, and summertime is near! WOW! God is SO good.
I go to the doctor tomorrow for my next to last round of bloodwork! HOORAY! It’s amazing that my port will come out, signifying the END of ALL this yucky cancer stuff, exactly a year after that terrible night I was diagnosed. Mama and I should get to schedule my final round of tests and surgery to remove my port at tomorrow’s appointment. FABULOUS! Mama said that will be the BEST birthday present ever!
I have been extremely blessed to have so many wonderful people in my life! It is your prayers that have healed me you know. Now I want to try to do for others what you have done for me. Next Saturday, May 31st, I will be helping with the Children’s Miracle Network telethon in Amarillo. Then, on June 6th, my team will participate in Bailey County’s Relay for Life. Mama and Daddy told me these two organizations help children who are sick and people with cancer – both to which I can relate. We are really excited about BOTH events and are looking forward to helping sick children and supporting efforts that will one day be a cure for cancer.
I have my cancer free CELEBRATION photo shoot with Faith Essary this Friday! You should see the “beuful” dress my friend, Brenna Burch, found for me to wear! We’ll share the photos as soon as they’re ready!
I love you all so much and pray Jesus is filling your lives with as much happiness as He is ours!
-Jayci Joy


May 8, 2008

HIDEE! Sorry it has taken me a whole week to send an update. . .things have been pretty crazy around our house.
First of all I want to ask all of you to please pray for my baby cousin, Slade Nickels. He had to be airlifted to Lubbock last night because he had a seizure when his fever got too high. The doctors in Lubbock are running all kinds of tests trying to figure out what is wrong with him. They are pretty sure he has an infection somewhere that caused his fever to go up so fast. He is doing better this morning and I know Jesus is holding him and will guide the doctors to the source of Slade’s sickness. I’ll update you as soon as new information is available.
My Mama is finally human today. I don’t think she was quite prepared for the extensive surgery and recooperation. She will definitely never have a problem with drugs. . .she is allergic to EVERYTHING! Poor Geemaw. . .and thank goodness I have my Grammy Ju and Grandad! Mama said I was only going to get to spend a couple nights and I ended up spending a week at their house! It was GREAT! I slept good, played hard, ate well. . .I still haven’t figured out why Geemaw, Daddy, and Mama look so rough. The good news is. . .Mama’s surgery was a success, she is better, Daddy got his first, BEAUTIFUL, alfalfa crop harvested and delivered to the dairy hours before Jesus sent us 2 inches of much needed rainfall, Geemaw gets to spend the week at our house, and I got a little step to carry around the house so I can climb wherever I need to go! Life is good. We couldn’t have made it without your prayers! THANK YOU!
Mama promises to send pictures soon!
I love all of you!
Jayci Joy


April 30, 2008

TEST RESULTS ARE IN! Mama, Grammy Ju, and I went for my monthly checkup yesterday and finally got to hear all my test results! GREAT NEWS! My tumor is only 1 ½ cm. dense (it has already ½’d in size) and ALL my other test results look AWESOME! Dr. Regueira spent about an hour with us and seemed very pleased with everything! He and I even had a few minutes of playtime! I just love that man! The best news is that I only have to have a monthly checkup next month, a final round of tests at the end of June, my port taken out after all results are in, then I’M ALL DONE! It is AWESOME knowing the end is near! I know it is because I have so many wonderful prayer warriors who keep Jesus facing my way. J Thank you very much! I can’t wait to say “Thank You” in person at my celebration party. . .don’t forget to mark your calendars for July 12th! We are going to have ONE BIG PARTY!
Mama goes in for surgery tomorrow morning. She is having her tubes removed, a couple growths removed (they are not cancerous), and her gallbladder taken out. We talked about it some today and I reassured her everything is going to be just fine. (Jayci Joy listed the people who are going to take care of her while I’m in the hospital over and over today; it was her way of telling me she understood and would be just fine without me for a few days. So sweet.) I even get to spend the night with Grammy Ju and Geemaw tonight! Grammy Ju and Grandad are going to take care of me during the days and my Daddy is going to come home as soon as he gets Mama settled in a room tomorrow night so he can take care of me at night. My Geemaw is going to take care of my Mama for us. It is going to be an exciting weekend and I look forward to spending so much time with Grammy Ju! She knows exactly how to spoil me rotten!
I love you all very much!
Jayci Joy


April 24, 2008

HIDEE! Birthdays are GREAT! I had a wonderful weekend! I got to see lots of family and several friends. We had a blast! I didn’t care much about my cake again this year! I thought mom had completely lost it when she tried to take me in Geemaw’s house to take my picture with it. I let her know I wanted to stay outside and play with all the kids. At least she learned a lesson and brought my presents outside for me to open. That was cool! All my friends helped and I did a good job sharing my stuff with them. The weather was perfect which made the party even more fun! It was a wonderful weekend!
This week has been really busy too. Mama had to go to the doctor Monday so I got to spend the day with my daddy. We had a great day! I even got to play with my cousin, Slade, at the Pea & Bean for a little while. Yesterday was very busy too. I guess things just get crazy this time of year. The good news is Mama doesn’t have to have her surgery until next Thursday, May 1st. That is very good news because we have one more week to get our lives a little more organized. . .at least that’s what Mama keeps saying.
I have to go to the doctor this afternoon because I have a terrible cough and a nasty nose. Daddy and Mama think it’s just a cold but we have to make sure ‘cause I don’t want to get really sick.
I have some exciting news! I’m going to have my very own team at this year’s Bailey County Relay for Life! Mama went to a meeting Monday evening and got all the information about this year’s event. It is going to be a lot of fun and I get to raise money to help other people with cancer. She has quite a bit of planning to do before June 6th – at least she’ll have something to do while recovering from surgery! We already decided my team name will be “Faith, Hope, and Jayci Joy.” If any of you think you would like to be on my team just let us know!
I guess that’s about all for now. . .Mama and I have to get our house back in order – it looks like a tornado went through it! J
I love you all very much!
Jayci Joy


April 16, 2008

HIDEE! How you doin? (Jayci’s latest saying – it’s cute at first but after answering about a million, “What you doin Mama?” questions, it makes me really appreciate my mom putting up with my “Why?” questions when I was her age. J) I’m doin’ great! It seems like it was forever ago when I had my last round of tests. We still haven’t heard the results but Mama and Daddy both say “No news is good news!” I go back next Tuesday for my routine bloodwork and port check and I’m sure we’ll get to hear the good news then.
We’ve been really busy during the last couple weeks getting ready for my 2 year old birthday party! It’s been so much fun! I even got to open and enjoy some of my presents! Geemaw and Mama and Daddy got me a new swingset! I LOVE it because it is just my size! Grammy Ju and Grandad gave me a jumphouse that is so much fun to jump in! Birthdays are GREAT! I can’t wait ‘til this weekend because I get to celebrate with my family and friends! My cousins Ana and Gene are even going to be here! We’re going to spend the weekend playing and I know we’ll have a blast! Mama attached some of my 2 year old pictures – Geemaw did an excellent job making my “beuful” outfit!
I’ve also mastered checking the sprinklers with Daddy since I last emailed. As you’ll see in some of the pictures I really like playing in his “beuful” alfalfa crop when we make the rounds. It won’t be long ‘til I learn how to swathe and bale with him. Growing up on the farm is AWESOME!
Today was a very important day in my life. It was my very first day of school! I went to Kinder Korner today and had so much fun! I even made my first school project! Mama and Daddy thought I looked so grown up walking up the sidewalk with my triangle man in my hands. School is a great place. I can’t wait to go back and play again!
I have a few prayer list updates to share. My Aunt Lora’s Daddy is doing much better. He still has trouble walking but he should be back to normal soon. My Mema Betty is doing good too. We were all impressed with how well she is already getting around! She makes hip replacement look easy! My puppy, Shrek, is quickly recovering from a mild case of pancreatitis. Yes, it’s the same thing my Geemaw had not long ago – only Shrek’s case wasn’t near as bad as my Geemaw’s was. My Mama goes in for surgery next Thursday. It’ll be hard on all of us, especially me. I’m going to have to learn how to climb in Mama’s lap and get used to her not carrying me around all the time. It will be okay though, I’m nearly 2 years old ya know and big girls don’t need to be carried. J
I’ll be anxious to share my birthday pictures with all of you next week! I love you all and thank you for keeping me and my family in your prayers. We are fortunate to know how GREAT His mercies are!
Love,
Jayci Joy


April 3, 2008

PRAYER IS POWERFUL!
HOORAY! Jayci’s tests are complete! She handled all of them extremely well! The CT Scan went well and the catheter insertion went as good as it possibly could. It was painful but the nurses got it inserted correctly the first time and they also did an excellent job making sure it wouldn’t move around during the 24 hour period. Since we didn’t have to be back in Amarillo until 1PM yesterday, we came home instead of trying to pass the time in a hotel room. Geemaw brought a delicious supper and took Jayci to play at Grammy Ju’s house for a few hours which made Jayci ready for bed early! YEAH! She slept 15 of the 24 hours! We couldn’t have had it any easier! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE PRAYERS! They were definitely answered! We should know test results next week and we’ll make sure and share them as soon as they are known.
BTW – Jayci had a BLAST playing with all the nurses at the hospital. Thank all of you so much for making her feel so special. J
We have another prayer request for you. Lora’s dad, my brother Chris’s father-in-law, was run over by a tractor yesterday morning. His name is Kenneth Braden. He was trying to boost off a tractor (that he didn’t know was in reverse) and when it started it jumped backward, knocked him down and ran over his legs. The only thing the doctors found wrong with him was his left femur was broken. PRAISE GOD! It was a clean break and the bone was completely separated. He had surgery this morning. The doctor said it went very well and Kenneth is scheduled to begin physical therapy this evening. We know prayer will help and heal him as it has Jayci.
Again – we cannot thank you enough for your continued prayers! Our God is an AWESOME GOD!
God Bless,
Kimberly


March 28, 2008

HIDEE!
Gosh, Mama sure is getting lazy with my emails! It’s been over a month since she has written one! Maybe she’ll get better one of these days!
So much has happened during the past month. . .it’s hard to know where to start!
I still haven’t started going to Kinder Korner yet; as it turns out Mama isn’t going to be able to finish out the year teaching because she is going to have surgery. Yes, that’s right, surgery. It really isn’t that big a deal. . .it’s just something her doctor feels needs to be taken care of and Mama wants to get it over with so we can enjoy summer this year. The good news is I’ll get to go to Kinder Korner a whole bunch in May! I can’t wait!
I go back for another hearing test, CT Scan, X-rays, 24-hour urine test, and blood work next Wednesday, April 3rd. It’s hard to believe 3 months have already gone by! Time flies when you’re having fun! I can’t have vanilla, chocolate, or bananas for 3 days again. I did fine without my Vanilla Pediasure last time and I’m sure I’ll manage again. . .it’s just not much fun. I’m also not looking forward to that dumb catheter! Mama and Daddy say I only have to do these tests a couple more times before we’re done with it for awhile! HOORAY! Would you please say some extra prayers for me next week? Things always go much better when you do. Your prayers have helped me so very much! THANK YOU!
Now for the fun news!
Mama finally got my backyard all set up for the summer. The sandbox is still my favorite. I LOVE getting filthy! Sometimes I think my Mama and Daddy get frustrated at my love for dirt, mud, rocks, sticks. . .all that cool stuff they say only boys are supposed to like. I just keep telling them it could be worse. . .I mean, what good would it do me to be a girly girl and live on a farm?
My Dodi has found that I LOVE having my fingernails and toenails painted. There is SOME girl in me! When someone takes time to paint them for me, I show them to everyone I meet. THANK YOU Dodi for teaching Mama some cool girl things I like to do!
I got to go on a weekend getaway with my Mama and Daddy right before Easter. We had a BLAST! First we went to San Angelo and spent the night with some of our friends there. Boy did I LOVE them and their house! San Angelo also has a really cool park – the pictures of me in the GIANT sandbox were taken there. Then we went to Midland to see some of our other friends. I thought they were AWESOME too! Even though we only got away for a couple days, it was WONDERFUL! Mama and I haven’t been on any type of vacation since Spring Break last year. . .we told Daddy he better get ready ‘cause we had some making up to do this summer!
I really enjoyed Easter this year. I thought egg hunting was GREAT! I also enjoyed spending time with family. I’m thankful I live so close to most of them. . .I don’t know what we’d do without them!
I could go on forever but know all of you have things to do besides read a novel about my life. J I just want you to know I’m doing WONDERFUL and get extremely excited about sharing LIFE with you! As I can often be heard singing, “God is so good. . .to me.” (Yes, Jayci really does walk around singing those words. . .it melts us all.)
I LOVE YOU BUNCHES!
Jayci Joy


February 25, 2008

HIDEE! It’s been almost a month since Mama took time to help me write an email – I finally convinced her to help me with a quick update!
I’m doing GREAT! I’m finally convinced Mama and Daddy are telling the truth when they say I don’t have to go through anymore chemo treatments. The nightmares are slowly going away, I’m starting to trust grown-ups, and I haven’t had to go to the hospital in forever. . .LIFE IS GREAT! We ALL enjoy living “normal” lives! Daddy is already hard at work in the fields, Mama actually finished most of the staining and painting in our house she was working on when I got sick and is probably going to take a long term substitute job sometime in March, and I’ve been spending most of my time playing, learning, and most importantly, enjoying good health!
Mama and Daddy actually discontinued most of my ECI Services because I’m doing so good and because the next three months will be hectic enough with Mama working. I can’t wait to go to Kinder Korner. Everyone tells me there are lots of kids to play with there. I also look forward to the 2 days I’ll get to spend with Grammy Ju and the Fridays with my Daddy or Dodi. I can’t wait!
The power of prayer is amazing. . .I’m living proof!
I wanted to let you know that the baby I told you about last fall - the one who had serious heart problems – is doing wonderful too! He is also living proof that prayer heals!
I wish I had time to write more but its way past my bedtime. I look forward to hearing from you and am counting the days ‘til I get to celebrate life with you in July. We think we’re going to have the party Saturday, July. I hope you’ll be able to come!
Love,
Jayci Joy


January 27, 2008

“Thank you for giving to the Lord. I am a life that was changed.
Thank you for giving to the Lord. I am so glad you gave.”

This has been the best week EVER! My cancer is in remission! When someone asks me if I have cancer I shout, “NO WAY!” Mama and Daddy just love to hear me shout those beautiful words. J
After we learned the great news on Tuesday, we went to eat and play at Chuck E. Cheese’s. I had so much fun climbing through the cool tunnels that I actually feel asleep in my carseat before we left the parking lot – something I NEVER do! We got to farm with Daddy 3 whole days this week. Mama and I learned how to build fence. We weren’t much help but we sure enjoyed spending so much time with Daddy! Uncle Chris and Aunt Lora spent the weekend celebrating “NO MORE CANCER” with us. We went to Gramma and Grandpops (I think I may change their names to Geemaw and Geepops – I insist on calling them these new names anyway) for supper last night. I had a blast eating celebration cupcakes and ice cream and playing ball with the whole family! Today we got to go see Playhouse Disney LIVE! It was the greatest day ever! It was so cool getting to see all my favorite TV show characters on stage! I sang and danced and stole the show – just ask anyone sitting around me! I just wish Dora would come somewhere close – I walk around the house singing “D-D-D-DORA” all the time! Mama and Daddy have my Uncle Timmie and cousin, Ana, to thank for this! They make sure I have plenty of Dora shows in my movie collection.
It has been a wonderful week! Its great knowing I have a lifetime full of wonderful weeks to look forward to now that my cancer is gone!
Thank you all very much for praying for my health – Jesus has answered all of our prayers!
I love you all!
Jayci Joy

Technology. . .I just love to hate it! We finally got our internet up and going again last night. One downfall to country living is not always being able to count on the internet or our cell phones to work – it’s just part of it. J
We saw Ginger Trimble and her beautiful girls at Playhouse Disney tonight. You can all thank her for finally getting this email. We didn’t realize so many people hadn’t heard our AWESOME NEWS! We apologize for causing so many of you to worry – we tried to get the news out by phone. . .it’s just not as fast or as convenient as email and it sounds like we did a pretty poor job! Again, we sincerely apologize.
Last Tuesday we learned:
1: Jayci’s cancer is in remission.
2: The tumor, or as Dr. Turner called it, scar tissue, now measures 5cm x 1 cm x 2 cm
3: We will do bloodwork once a month for the next 6 months to keep her port accessible
4: Testing will be done in April and June to make sure the cancer stays in remission
5: Jayci’s port will be removed in July after all testing is complete
6: The chances of her cancer recurring – highly UNLIKELY
Words will never express how much each of you touched our lives during the past 6 months. Your prayers, thoughtful words, and numerous acts of kindness have humbled us and taught us that miracles DO happen when we live our lives for Jesus. We learned “With God ALL things are possible.”
It has been a tremendous 6 months.
Thank you from the bottom of our hearts!
I know I’m getting off subject but feel led to share some of our joy with you. Right after Jayci’s last round of chemo we were enjoying a Sunday evening watching TV together and came across a football movie Guy had never seen. He loves football so of course we began watching it not knowing how close its messages would hit home. The movie is titled “Facing the Giants.” It is a powerful movie we encourage everyone to watch; not just football fanatics!
Okay. . .now it’s time for CELEBRATION! Yes, we are planning to have a HUGE CELEBRATION for Jayci. We want all of you to see our little joy and share in our miracle! However, since Jayci became quite the Mama’s girl during her battle with cancer, we think we’ll wait until July, after her port is removed and her battle is COMPLETELY OVER! We feel confident we can teach her to trust new faces by then and know it is easier to travel when school is not in session. The weather is something else that is more predictable during July. We’ll make plans and let all of you know a date, time, and place sometime in June. Until then we will continue sending email updates. We love sharing our sweet girl with you!
Thank you again for your prayers.
-Guy and Kimberly

JAYCI JOY IS HEALED!

Tuesday we learned:

1: Her cancer is in remission.
2: The tumor, or as Dr. Turner called it, scar tissue, now measures 5cm x 1 cm x 2 cm
3: We will do bloodwork once a month for the next 6 months to keep her port accessible
4: Testing will be done in April and June to make sure the cancer stays in remission
5: Jayci’s port will be removed in July after all testing is complete
6: The chances of her cancer recurring – highly UNLIKELY


January 20, 2008

HIDEE! All of you will be happy to know that Gramma is doing much better and is planning to go to work tomorrow, I’m doing great, Daddy’s feeling better. . .life is finally getting back to “normal” again! Mama even had time to hang some of our new pictures today! HOORAY!
Brenda, Dr. Turner and Dr. Regueira’s nurse, called last week and scheduled us to review my test results Tuesday afternoon at 1:30. We are so excited! We can’t wait to see the miracle God has in store for us that day! We’ll be sure to share the news as soon as we can – it may be Wednesday morning before Mama gets it done – we may have to celebrate Tuesday night you know!
I actually talked her into emailing some pictures this time! There are some from Christmas, some from my last testing round, some from Gramma’s house. . .there is about a months worth of pictures. You’ll be amazed to see how much my hair has grown! It won’t be long ‘til I get to wear bows again!
I LOVE YOU ALL!
Jayci Joy


January 14, 2008

HIDEE! Sorry I haven’t had time to update you – my Gramma is sick again and Mama and I have been busy taking care of her.
I wanted to let you know how good I did on my tests. My hearing and heart are perfect; the chemo didn’t hurt either one! YEAH! I behaved very well for my CT Scan, x-rays, and urine test too. We don’t know the results of those tests yet but should find out sometime this week. We know they are going to be GREAT!
Mama and Daddy wanted me to tell you how we know Jesus was present during my tests. I had the exact same Drs., nurses, room. . .EVERYTHING was the same as it was when I began this battle 6 months ago. Jesus wanted to make sure those who helped me through the tough times at first were there to see His promises fulfilled as my tests will show He answered everyone’s prayers and has healed my little body. I can’t wait ‘til the end of the week when I get to share the results with the world – I’ll have it on paper then you know!
I hate to keep this email so short but my Gramma is really sick again. She has a terrible UTI (probably a side effect of the pancreatitis she had last week) and just got to come home from the hospital this afternoon. My Mama and I are going to stay at her house and take care of her until she gets better.
Thank you all very much for your prayers.
I’ll share my miraculous news with you as soon as the test results are in!
Love,
Jayci Joy


January 10, 2008

HIDEE! We made it to Amarillo around 6::00 and are staying at a really cool hotel as part of our pre cancer free celebration! I’m having a blast! The nice lady at the front desk thinks I’m a sweetheart and loved being the one who got to deliver the awesome balloon bouquet my Gramma and Granpops sent me. I danced and shouted “WOW! WOW!” for her; she melted.
We have spent the evening playing in the hotel and even got to eat at a fun restaurant. I think it’s great having mom and dad’s complete attention!
We report to BSA at 7:30 tomorrow morning. I can’t have anything to eat or drink after 2 a.m. – something I’ve never had to do – but know Jesus will help me tough it out ‘til after my tests are complete. Besides, I’ve done just fine without my vanilla, chocolate and bananas for the past 2 days – something mom and dad were really worried about since Vanilla Pediasure is one of my main food sources these days and I’ll do ANYTHING for, what I call, “ice ceem.”
Tomorrow is a day we’ve all been looking forward to for quite sometime. It’s the day we get to confirm my cancer is gone. . .the day God’s amazing work takes center stage. We all know it will be a day filled with miracles and answered prayers. One of my favorite nurses, Brad, will be with me throughout all my tests and Dr. Kim, one of my favorite doctors, will be in charge of my sedation. We know and trust the entire team of people who will take care of me tomorrow, a sign of the promises we know God has in store. We can all rest easy tonight knowing He is in control and will be with us throughout my last tough day. We won’t be able to come home until Saturday because I have to have a 24-hour urine analysis done. Yes, it means I have to tote a catheter around with me for a full 24 hours. I’ve done it before but it was done while I was in the hospital and not quite so active and mobile. This time we will leave the hospital, with my catheter, after my Hearing Test, CT Scan, X-Rays, Heart Scan, and bloodwork are complete. We just have to return to the hospital 24 hours later to turn in my urine specimen and get rid of the catheter. Like I said, it will be a pretty tough day, but we can rest easy knowing Jesus will help us all through it and believing it will be the last tough day. . .at least for this challenge in my life.
I’ll have Mama or Daddy help me write a quick update sometime tomorrow evening – I know all of you will want to hear from us.
Your prayers have and will continue to be our source of healing and strength – Thank You.
Love,
Jayci Joy
P.S. (My Gramma is doing much, much better! She is even planning to go to work on Monday! Your prayers are POWERFUL! THANK YOU!)


January 6, 2008

HIDEE! We finally got to bring my Gramma home from the hospital Saturday evening. YEAH! She is still very weak and has moments when she doesn’t feel very good, but she is doing much, much better. Thank you all very much for your prayers! You helped heal Gramma just like you helped heal me!
That pancreatitis is bad stuff! Gramma is being very good by doing exactly what the doctor said she had to – she doesn’t even whine about having to take her blood sugar 4 times a day and does a great job giving herself an insulin shot every morning. Now I know where I get my toughness from. J Mama and I are taking her back to the Dr. tomorrow – I know he’ll be proud of the progress she has made.
Since Gramma is still very weak, Mama and I are going to stay with her for a few more days. I think it’s GREAT! My Granpops comes home and helps me jump every night and he even stayed home the entire weekend to play with me! I also loved spending extra time with my Uncle Chris and Aunt Lora during the past 10 days. Mama and Daddy said they couldn’t have made it without them! Because of them, Grammy Ju and Grandad, Aunt Billie Jean, and Nena, my Mama only had to stay at the hospital a few days to help Gramma. Daddy and I were very happy about this. We do a pretty good job fending for ourselves but there are some things only my Mama can do! – (at least that’s what I think. J)
I wasn’t able to get my testing done last week but am scheduled to have it all done this Friday, January 11. We have to be at the hospital by 7:30a.m.! YUCK! I will have to be sedated for my hearing test and they’ll keep me sedated for all the rest of my tests – CT Scan, X-Rays, Echocardiogram, etc. I also have to have a 24 hour urine test again. At least I won’t have to stay in the hospital for it this time! I’ll just take my catheter bag with me for the night and return to the hospital the next morning to get rid of it – ONCE AND FOR ALL!
We all know the results of my tests are going to be AWESOME! Jesus has answered so many prayers and I know this testing has to be done so we can share His MIRACLE with the WHOLE WORLD!
I love you all and PROMISE to make Mama send some pictures as soon as things slow down! We took about a million during the holidays you know!
Please keep us all in your prayers this week.
Love,
Jayci Joy